I am in a funk. Out of Sorts.
The economy, gas prices, still no tickets to Hawaii, my birthday, working three part-time jobs which collectively do hardly anything to help with the family finances, needing new carpet and couches...needing not wanting, and other funks of life right now.
Honestly, most of my funks are material issues which is greatly embarrassing. I'm am having a pity party and you are all invited.
Perspective: My girlfriend is on day 29 of being in ICU and is still sedated and doped up on morphine for an unknown infection. I cannot afford to get my hair highlighted or a pedicure...really?
I go through waves. I count my blessings. I get sad. God remains merciful. I know that He understands my funkiness.
Jesus went through funks...I guarantee.
I need to go for a long run. I need to think and pray. I need to find my joy. Even though it may be buried deep behind my funk, I know that it exists.
I'll get over it.
The economy, gas prices, still no tickets to Hawaii, my birthday, working three part-time jobs which collectively do hardly anything to help with the family finances, needing new carpet and couches...needing not wanting, and other funks of life right now.
Honestly, most of my funks are material issues which is greatly embarrassing. I'm am having a pity party and you are all invited.
Perspective: My girlfriend is on day 29 of being in ICU and is still sedated and doped up on morphine for an unknown infection. I cannot afford to get my hair highlighted or a pedicure...really?
I go through waves. I count my blessings. I get sad. God remains merciful. I know that He understands my funkiness.
Jesus went through funks...I guarantee.
I need to go for a long run. I need to think and pray. I need to find my joy. Even though it may be buried deep behind my funk, I know that it exists.
I'll get over it.
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Angela (Becoming Me)
I'm so glad my little story is wrapped up in God's epic one.